I find joy in knowing that I can ask for strength at 3 a.m., and He will lift me up with His mighty hands and relieve the weight tugging on my heart.
I find joy in knowing that this is His way of answering my prayers for humility, by allowing a situation where my human weakness overtakes me and I lift my eyes and heart to the only One who can truly provide me with the courage and ability to push through, and allowing me to get to the point where I know for sure that my own strength is not, and will never be, enough.
I find joy in knowing that He became wholly and completely human, subjecting Himself to the full range of emotions that we experience, so that He could remind us that He has been where we are and so is able to comfort us with unmatched levels of empathy and love.
I find joy in knowing that in a similar way, this trial allows me to more closely empathize with others in the same situation and share what I have learned about surviving it.
Depression is hard and painful and so, so real, but it brings with it innumerable opportunities to experience the joy of being one of His beloved children, and so for all of my days, I will sing praises to my Lord for allowing me to go through it, because I know His plan is perfect.